in the fade

  1. morning.

    Wake up at 4am from awful dreams, flush with feelings real or imagined or a combination of both, listen to the National and wallow in those feelings that run from irrational anger to deep sorrow over who knows the hell what I mean you just woke up with this ball of emotion in your chest trying to work itself out and maybe you need to up your meds or sleep more or, you know, just not feel so much.