in the fade


  1. That thing where you wake up at 3am and realize holy shit your youngest kid is going to turn 20 in five days and where the fuck did the time go and what did I do with it and how can twenty years have passed since that day you bolted upright in the hospital bed at 3am and said OH MY GOD I HAVE TWO KIDS NOW WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO and then you think about how your daughter is going to be 23 next month and you just sigh and give up on sleeping.